- My lovely mother passed away at time 12.15 am, 1st January, while the whole world start entering a new year 2010 with firework all around the sky. But that day bring our family a sad new year day, we not started with smile but with a tears and shocked.
- Started from that day every night I'll cried alone at the bed, remembering the day when I take care of my mother and the last thing I do for her. I always thought I was a bad girl before this and I hope she will forgive every sins I have made. I'm sorry mom but thanks because you left me with alot of siblings so I this house not really different for me.
- When school had started a lot of my friend knew about my mother since she was a principle of primary school beside our school. Actually I want them to pretend they don't know about that...I hate to be someone people pity of.
- Thanks to my best friend I can undergo my normal life at school, we talk..we laugh..we share everything together.
- After 3 month our family had a bad news again...our father who us trust before made a cruel decision . He said he going to get married even after we quarrel about it and the thing that really made me angry is when he said he trust that woman than his own children.
- After he made a wedding without telling us he stayed for awhile at his NEW wife house..why? Because she will never be able to step into our mother house...I hate her more than everything!
I hate they both for bring me another tears and more problems.
- Sometimes I confuse with my feeling, should I blame my father for everything, sometimes I pity with him but he always made a decision that will break my heart...he always went to our house once per week and only stay around 1/2 hours...talk with us,give money...n what eva~~
- Now I was alone at home waiting for my brother end his work while my another brothers and sister continue their study at university but it nice when they went home every week :)
- July 2010 me, my sister, auntie (replace my dad place since he can't go) and my cousin went to UK for my brother convocation and have some trip there. Scotland, England and London was a beautiful place :)
- Now talk about school, I was a senior this year and of course I was candidate for SPM (exam)...so sad I'm still short T_T
now I'm waiting for the result, stayed home watching Korean drama, singing, watching movie, playing fb games and bla bla bla...well its bored when I keep doing the same thing everyday ~~
- 2010 was a year full of tears but it made me became matured about something and now everything was history, now hopes for 2011 will became a better year and bring me more happiness (fighting!)
p/s: I MISS YOU MOM! I admire alot of thing about you, thanks for everything you had done. You are truly a real mother and my superwoman..
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